TULISAN MACAM APA INI???

sometimes i cry thinking my love looks so bleak
passion in my eyes,i lived it everyday, but how could you go  throw it all away?
i still feel you there,trying to get on top people you've hurt friends that you 've lied to.
i'm scared if i lose you, i'm not prepared
i need someone to show me the things in life that i can't find
i can't see the things that make true happiness,i must be blind
make a joke and i will sigh and you will laugh and i will cry
happiness i cannot feel and love to me is so unreal
and so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
i tell you to enjoy life i wish i could but it;s too late
i'll try she said as he walked away try not to lose you
my live you've always been there now youre gone ,and my head spinning
left  the childhood, left the memories, left the old times in the past
moving on yourhas run out
wishing the clock would stand still,the world can wait
wasting away once again,  once lived as friends as time passed by regrets for the rest of my life
accross the sky as does my time waiting wanting feeling emotion crying breaking loving nothing
clouds swallow the moon  and i'm alone
thinking goodtimes and why'd they go
breaking down breaking away from me falling down breaking away from me fuck
thats what it means, make ajoke and i will sigh you will laugh and i will cry
i don't want to know and i don't want to see you in this place your kind is a dsgrace as i spit in yourface
an di don't want to hear anymore
comeback to me  this is unconceivable breaking apart the ones you loves
look at my face you pierce with a blank starei can see just fine with you in my life
there by my side as it starts to fade i look back and see the twisted road
all the ones arrund me  i cared for and most of all i loved but i can't see my self that way
ill try try not to lose you nothing tears the being more than deception unmasked fear,nothing can hurt my world
now your face in my picture its gone, and just when i thougthi made light for things its slips away into darkness
my life passes now i see just what  this world does hold for me
its getting hard harder to breathe am i out of timeis that what this means? well thats what its means
nights coming fast suns going down confused i don't know the answer neither do you?
'cause i'm just stupid worthless boy...